Alright, I'm stressed so I'm gunna rant here cause I doubt anyone will read it anyways lol

Sooo yeah I've been planning on going to Comic Con this year. Told everyone about it on facebook and Brian helped me plan it better. Knew for a fact it was going to be expensive but since it was going to be myself, David, Brian, Caitlin, Jay, Eric, Ryan and Mana..it would be workable. Get tickets early, i got some skymiles, David's mom could get us a rate for the hotel and since we'd have a good amount of people..it'd be reasonable! Kinda figured Ryan and Eric would say they'd go than back out, Jay changed his mind after shit between Mana and himself while Mana I just haven't talked to in forever so I hope she is still going.

Anyone, today David tells me that pretty much everyone has said they are NOT going. I was a little annoyed cause every time I talked to Brian we pretty much talked about it...and he never mentioned not wanting to go. That annoys me that he felt he could tell me but could tell Caitlin and David. Found out that instead of going to Comic Con, Eric, Jay and Brian were gunna do a road trip...to California. Where Comic Con is. Or do a road trip to New York or go on an anime cruise...now they don't wanna go to Comic Con because of money...now if you wanna save money..why do a road trip to California or New York? Two of the most expensive states to visit and drive there while gas is beginning to spike again. Great way to save money and don't get me started on the cruise. The word cruise doesn't not synonym with cheap. So now I'm really annoyed because they pretty much want to do a trip without me and David...I don't want to come to that conclusion but no one has talked to me to clear my mind of that. I've already felt so out of place being at KSU and not being able to see my friends and such...but now it feels like all my friends are taking me trip, and re planing it without me. Also me and David said once before we should road trip to New York...so there's our idea without out.

I might just be stressed and over-reacting..but I'm so annoyed with everything

Do you guys think I'd be a good game designer/character designer?

I've been really bummed lately and I just can't find anything that fits my style..I really wanna do designs..but I dunno if I am creative enough ~_~

SONY PHAILS!

They lowered the price of the PS3 by 100 dollars and made it only 40gig. That makes it reasonable for a next gen system.

But..theres a catch!

No backwards compatibility.

I mean...it's not like the Playstation 2 was a popular or anything. No like anyone wants to play any PS2 games or have backwards compatibilty on a New Generation gaming console.

lulz

So I officially have four less teeth in my face and the holes where they once were are now healing thanks to prescribed drugs so woot. Still swollen and sore but thats just my face realizing I had a -4 wisdom drain.

Went to a party for Caitlin while drugged up and can still kick peoples asses at video games while half-dead lol. And can break rhythm game accessories and the skin on my fore finger as well. Apparently 2 hours of Percussion Master isn't healthy for skin or wood sticks.

In good news~
( I got a tablet! )

Firstly, I have never seen guys get sooo into a show that David went straight from cuddling with me...to in the arms of Eric and them both screaming

Secondly, Sean's back in the hospital

The Ultimate Avengers movies = <3<3<3

yay for being on a Marvel comics binge at the moment

Read the Civil Wars not too long ago and remembered how amazing comics are. My brother bought me a huge stack of comics for my B-day and that helps too x3 As does playing Ultimate Alliance for my Wii alot

Thanks to everyone who wished me Happy Birthday and such. You guys are awesome

TMNT was awesome. The drama that followed wasn't but thats hopefully over now.

Birthday kinda sucked thanks to drama in both sets of friends, finding out my favorite Uncle is actually going insane thanks to medication, said goodbye to my friend who is going into the army and other fun stuff like that ~_~ but awesome people helped make me feel better like this customer buying me a card, going on break at work to find Katie left me a message singing happy birthday and David rebuilding my birthday for me.

David and I are doing awesome for anyone that is wondering.

Nintendo DSs are amazing and I'm so happy I finally bought one...still needa go beat Elite Beat Agents...and get more games...and money x_x


Also, don't be too terribly upset if I disappear sometime this month...I have all these projects I needa start doing and they are all like all of my grade...so yeah x_x won't be able to hang out much til thats all over

Also here's an art update jsut for the hell of it..cause I've been using my prisma markers more often and have a new style x3
( Art stuff )

My wig arrived for my cosplay today and only one item remains to be completed~!

I are happy~! :B

<3<3<3










Yaaaay! <3

Justin broke up with me....the day before the holiday I hate the most...

He said it felt like we were just friends and we had lost interest in each other. And that distance was too much and we were too busy. He keep saying its not fault and he loves me...and that I'm this great girl

And since I didn't go up last Friday...I didn't get to see him one last time...

I loved him so much...and it hurts so much now....

Now its my turn to be the blubbering snot monster

Chapter 1 of Dragon Sanctuary <3

Scroll 0 is found here http://tsukinoyagami.livejournal.com/104613.html

( Dragon Sanctuary: Scroll 1 The Farmer Boy )

P.S. also putting these on my Deviantart

1. Grab the nearest book.
2. Open the book to page 123.
3. Find the fifth sentence.
4. Post the text of the next 3 sentences on your blog along with these instructions.
5. Don't you dare dig for that "cool" or "intellectual" book in your closet! I know you were thinking about it! Just pick up whatever is closest.
6. Tag five people.

And then down the road came more riders, rushing up to the rear on lathered horses. Chamberlain looked up to watch them go, sensing alarm. He could feel the Gray army beyond the hills.
--The Killer Angels by Michael Shaara


I tag who ever feels like it, lol










ps: why do I mess up everything...

Completed the backstory chapter!

Prepare for complete difference! :3

Enjoy and feel free to critque and fix type-os or other errors.

( Scroll 0: The Beginning )

hey! Guess what Shannon did~!!

Shannon lost a 178 dollar paycheck!

This really fucking sucks

10 hours of straight Zelda...and its still not enough!!!

<3<3

Happy Holidays everyone! Hope you all have a good one (or already had a good holi-week plus day)

Ja! Ich habe ein neu auto!
Sie heisst Millienium Falcoon und ist ein 2003 VW Beetle.

Wilkommen Milly!

JA!




Haha I knew I still have some German in me 8D

The rest of that quote is
"Yeah the gaming world has been dead..I mean...the PS3 and Wii...it all came in like one ginat explosion and now there's nothing else."
"That's what she said...the entire gaming industry all at the same time smoked a cigarette and somewhere, someone playing a PS3 goes "Wow, someone owes me dinner."

Me and Jeff from Kroger x3

But anyhoo, to go on about my weekend with Justin so far~

Lessee. Drove up to Dalton to go visit <3 Got there and was all FUCKITSCOLD! Best way to solve cold, cuddling! (snog) And that it did. He's like the best blanket ever. After a while he was all, oh noes. my mom isn't home yet..she normally is at this time. (he's a mama's boy, it's cute) She didn't pick up her phone so we made ourselves some dinner and curled on the couch watching tv. It was cute, we made like 6 muffins and we were all oaky, Split them! But alas...split them means I barely finish two and he downs four xD He was very entertained by the fact he finished 4 when I was still nibbling on my first one. Reminded him how awesome the Colbert Report is cause he stopped watching it cause his last ex loved the show. His mom finally came home in a really bad mood and went right up stairs. After Justin was bickered at, we left to go visit his friend Amy who works at a Ramada Inn (you guys can go ahead and stick in jokes bout me and him going to a hotel...I'll give you a minute...done? Okay good.) She was awesome than a few of his other friends showed up and they were cool even if when we went to one of their houses, two of them went off and had sex in the other room x_x I was curled up with justin on their couch cause it was fuck off cold..and I'm a snuggle whore..than we heard the banging on the bed against the wall and it was jsut kinda ...well..this is awkward..so...how about that leaving? But his friend Shane was needing to stay at his place so Justin was all oh, oaky..ugh..I'll give you a few to say goodbye to Amanda (girlfriend who was there) They hug..than walk off into another room. We're jsut kinda ugh...we'll wait in the car I guess? P.S. Justin's car...has no heating. x_x So we're there for like fives minutes all just OMGOMGSOOOCOLD! So I jsut kinda climb over on his lap and cuddle again (snog) cause ya know..its cold..and again..cuddle whore. (snog) Well..fifteen minutes go by and we're small talking about junk. Mostly about Justin's horrible memory. After a while we decide that once it hits midnight, we're going. So we wait like 15 more minutes and Shane still hasn't come out (..haha...literally. Gross) So we return back to the house cause we're cold and tired. Head up stairs where Shane calls us and works his way over to Justins. I goobered around the interweb as Justin showed off his Guitar Hero skills x3 Than I got tired so I curled up beside him and like passed out. Went to sleep finally

Next morning, we barely got our asses up. The plan was, get up at 8:45, wake up Shane, shower, get ready, leave by 11, be at North Point by 12, meet up with Caitlin and Ryan, shop and hang out than I go to work at 6 like I'm supposed to. Well, we got Shane up..than curled back up in the bed and slept some more..got up at like little after 10 and were all shower time. So we took showers (seperate) than came out and Justin had turned on FF12 all here, wanna start? So I did than we were all..huh..its 11:30..lets go get your check from Lowes so we can go. Went and got his check, cashed it than headed off on that nice hour drive back down here x_x; Ryan texted me sometime while driving me and I guess that's when Caitlin called as well cause I didn't get either til later ans since Caitlin was saying they weren't gunna hang out, I figured I'd look into it later and just go back to watch we were doing cause it was like 2 right about now. We shopped for a tad after getting some lunch. Talked to some people in Hot Topic for like ever (5th mention of the Halo 3 trailor by Justin I believe. oh fanboys) Headed home after that cause for some gawd awful reason we were both like crazy tired. Went back to my house and snuggled on my couch(snog) Did not wanna go to work ~.~ And I feel so bad..cause he is not a big fan of doing that 1 hour drive to and from Dalton by himself...and we was all I hope no ones an ass to me at that party...cause it'd suck to come all the way down here just to get annoyed. Still refusing to get up until i had like 5 minutes to leave. Justin left than I went to go to work..and my car breaks down on Trickum road...we think it's cause of the oil..but I think its cause I got some gas from this name brand gas station that was like cheap. x_x Hoepfully it'll all work out and stop being annoying. Cause I needa be able to drive around..Came home after work and played Wii with parentals. Mom was making fun of me cause my goodbye/see you tommorrow hug for Justin was one of those "Dun Wanna Let Go" hugs. Another cute thing, after I hugged him, I went for a kiss and he was all shy to do it since my mom was in her car, moving to let him get out. It made me giggle.

<3<3 Sorry I'm too lazy for an LJ Cut

Oooh stress has been building up lately so sorry to people dealing with crazy and moody me >.>

but its all okay! I get to see Justin allllll this weekend! Going up there Thursday to hang out than staying over and Friday mornnig we're comin back down here to do some christmas shopping (at north point if anyone wants to coveniently bump into a us to meet the boy before the party. Gotta work at 6pm so we'll part ways again for him to come back down here Saturday for Caitlins party than since it'll be late, he's just gunna stay at my place and leave Sunday morning. Thats 4 days~ <3<3<3 I'm sooo happy! I haven't seen him..in like...forever

Another scoop of icecream to put on my sundae of excitement...I'LL FINALLY GET A WII SOON! *SPAZ* Alright, first explain why I didn't get one right away...my mom was all oh I'll buy you one for Christmas..so i was all YAY! I don't need to save moeny..than one day HA not buying you a wii. So Can't make a preorder or get it at all..so omg..not happy. Than today she was all..well if I knew there were preorders..I'd let you use money from your savings account. And I flipped on her so she was all you know what...best Buy is restock [insert day here] morning...so I'll give you 300 from your savings account if you go and get it. Oh..and I preordered you Super Mario Galaxy and Super Smash Brothers Brawl

So...I might get overdraft fees again and fail a class...but...I can't seem to care, there's too much happiness in me.

Today was interesting...girl talked with Chris: it was good to have someone to talk to about Justin and not feel like a slut...I know you guys mean well but most of the time when I talk to you guys about him...I feel like a slut afterwords and wanna go cry. Hung out with the boys and depressed them all with RENT. Drove Ryan home and we talked for a whole in McDonalds cause he wasn't having a good day. Now trying to get started on my lit homework...but I really don't wanna...*sigh*

So Gunna do this Meme :3 Should be easy enough
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Guess that fandom

Summarize ten of your fandoms in one sentence, then see who on your friends list can guess these fandoms!

1. An old threesome that happened forever ago in a far away place with a whiney son and masked evil father.

2. The most confusing combination of giant robots and emotionally disturbed japansese school children often backdropped to classical music.

3. A duo trying their hardest to make the worst that they possibly can.

4. Three wishes, and can't even bring people back from the dead.

5. The biggest misunderstanding I've ever seen between a teenager and a group of people that ended with the entirity of one side dying.

6. Everyone really DOES have AIDS.

7. If you can't get this one, you obviously didn't put enough ranks in your knowledge skills.

8. This man speaks the truth every night for a good thirty minutes but its just enough.

9. Quirky British romance is even better with zombies

10. If guys in giant bunny suits start telling you to flood your school, medicine should definately be doubled.

OMG I kinda wanna like go kill something right now....

Spent the last 3 days on a chase trying to get my alternate bin for BannerWeb so I can go register for classes...well I get that pin finally.....and BannerWeb is not working...so here goes another day of me not registering. UGH and its bad enough that I'm feeling more and more like I don't belong here...I was telling my advisor what all classes I was gunna take and once I mentioned I was transfering to an arts college he just kinda nodded and had the look of okay, well I'm wasting my time talking to you..have a nice day. Call me if you pin doesn't work. And I've got sooo much work to do and make up since while I was stressed I've been skipping classes..soo..I have 11 essays to write by tommorrow for Lit and I can't find Chris to borrow his book! He was gunna let me borrow it last night...but he never gave it to me...so I'm probably gunna fail this unit since soo many of them are late already and I suck at writing so my major essays I've turned in for major grades kinda suck....skipped speech as well so no idea what to do for the next speech...still behind in math and I feel like an idiot cause its review for everyone else and I ahve no idea whats going on...

Than even my personal life can't work out for me...been stressed out since no one really likes Justin so I'm having to convince everyone that hes a good guy and for some reason every thinks hes some big whore whose just going to use me...*sigh* I'm going back to jsut believing thta I'm not allowed to be happy...me and him hae already talked about everything everyones been worrying about and have it all straightened out since we started out on the wrong foot than we both were just haha oops..well we'll let that slide as a big ol freudien slip and start over! I want Friday to come so I can see him again...~.~

Oh I love the Full Monty

Line from a part in the movie where the sing "Big Ass Rock" in the musical.

"Drownin'. Now there's a way to go."
"I can't swim."
"Well you don't have to fucking swim, you divvy, that's the whole point. God, you're not very keen are you?"
"Sorry..."

and

"I know. You could stand in middle of road and have a mate run smack into you right fast."
"Haven't got any mates..."
"Listen to you, we just saved your fucking life so don't tell us we're not your mates, all right?"
"Really?"
"Yeah."
"Thanks. Thanks a lot."
"Yeah, me and all, I'd run ya down as soon as look at ya."
"Oh aye? Cheers."